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Name: christina
Country: United States
State: Florida
Gender: Female
Interests: singing, writting, hanging out with my friends wheneevr i tend to find the time to hang out as i said..lol..this miserable over educated toaster no matter how much i hate it sometimes i really love to do crap on it..alota crapola..but i love promosting and doing stuff to make muh buddie greg wood popular cuz ya know what he rocks and if you heard his music you would love it too...lol
Expertise: he music ..were the hell in life woudl i be withou that..or i guess the couciling of people..cuz everyoen comes to me with their probelsm and i have to give myself props i am pretty damn good at giving advice and sticking to my word for secrets or other nonsence..lol
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
9/7/2003
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| hello folks...all is well lovin the momma life.Sory I havent logged ina while but you relize when you get a real job a baby and lots of responciblities then you realize that making sure you do a log that night...not quite as important. though I do miss you all !!! Hope everyone is doing well also keep me updated k? | | |
| Its been a few months alot has heepend..I got ina car accident....and get in fights with my bf not over him and I but over his parents...which is horrible cuz all I ever wanted was for them to like me I dont know...too much to ask huh?
So yeah I have come to a total relization this week tim has been gone....I need him..I need him like flowers need water...which remides me thats what that poor little plant on the porch is prolly begging for right now. But seriously..my life has been nothign with out him its been sleep what little of it I get and work.... nothing worth living for... I love him to the core all I wanna do is jump on him right now and hug him untill my arms lock up and I have to move them. I miss him...and it hurts soo bad to know hes in the middle of the ocean and that I cant even really call him and tell him I love him... I want to soo bad...I know i only have one more night after tonight to go but im breaking now....after 6 days omg whats wrong with me ...why cant i be strong...
Maybe because hes my other half...my soulmate I have waited my whole 19 years on this earth for. Maybe its because I am weak and I cant live without my strong hold. Maybe its because without him im nothing ...I need to hear his voice..I need to feel his breath on my neck while hes sleeping and Im just enjoying being next to him..I need to feel his arms around me keeping me safe.....I need to know when I come home I am coming home to love and comfort....I need to see him...those eyes that look right through me I need to cry on his shoulder and tell him never to stay away from me that long ever again because I cant make it without him....im crying now..belive me that was not my goal...I just I dont know...miss my bf...the person I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with....come hoem to me baby come home | | |
| HEY PEOPLE!!!! Guess what? I am going to write my first entry since like November...I guess I have been kinda busy. I started dating this guy names Tim, hes muh baby. It was two months a few days ago..and has been the best two months of my life...hell I basically live with the guy. and his puppy..(dog) Lenord...this gorgous dalmation what can I say Im in heaven.
So what else is new?...hmmm nothin actually my life is pretty dull...I had to drop school for a semester..a.nd I was doing like hella well. it sux..Damn money problems. But I am going back next smester..thats right I am all up for the summer semesters. I can't wait..belive it or not I really like school...Ia m also changing my major..there are wayyy to many enducation majors out there these days I have noticed...so silly me has decided on switching to english major. what do you think..(don't pay attention to my typos and stuff thats just because on hee..I dont really care.
Hmm ok. You would think that after two months of well...life passing by that I would actually have something really exciting to talk about ...but I dont. sorry guys...I am going to try to keep up with thing again since i Have my comp hooked up at tims house now...so I promise my life will get exciting just for you...leave some messages...its always nice to se a smiling face..so if your not smiling dont leave a message!...
choa! | | |
| - There is - ok...so theres a new guy...hes really pretty...and yeah..I really want to try something new...maybe thinking about someone like that besides joe will be good for me...and I really like this guy so far..I prolly will more once I get to know him alil better ..but I really have hope...all I can hope for is I dont mess this up for myself..dont mess it up......::prays:: | | |
| hey people...well yeah I have had alot on my mind latly..so I figured I would drop some off to you guys...so yeah..I did something last sat...wow a whole week ago who would have thought...that I really in a way needed...and everything was fine and dandy ..I had fun enjoyed myself...and thought things were cool..that was untill joe called....and I didnt have the heart to tell him what I did....and I cried myself to sleep that night...I felt horrible..I mean liek really horrible...and really should I ...I am the one who let him go...I am the one who is goignt o have to wait a whole nother years to get him totally back...I really cant wait that long and I know it but I also cant go about and feel horrible everytime I do somethign with other guys.....liek right now I am totally into this guy named tim at work.....its weird but true...and I think it could really go some where ya know...I mean he has taken the extra effort to come talk to me numerous times after he is alreayd off the clock ..especially tonight..for liek a half hour it was soo great and I have been glowin all night but then I think back and theres me cryign again over something I did and afraid that I will feel horrible all over agian...I dont knwo but my cousion is kicking me off and out so yeah...tis off to bed go glowin..feelin bad...and totally confused...WHAT DO I DO!!!!!!!!!! | | |
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